It was a dream!

          There were clouds in the horizon until it appeared. From there a golden light shone everywhere. "God where this ?" I read automatically. I looked around. Clouds of cotton were scattered everywhere. I walked a little further ahead. I saw a beautiful big pond in front of me. Two beautiful big birds came and gave me a small lantern and told me a secret. "Go ahead little girl."

Lotus leaves had risen above the pond.

Just like big umbrellas.

Suddenly beautiful fish fly out of lotus leaves.

"God, the fish are flying." I asked my self.

The light spread and a half moon came towards me.

"Come with me ." He asked with a laugh.

I also agreed.

Little stars are smiling from the beautiful lotus leaves of that pond.

A lot of beautiful birds sing and spread their wings and dance.

" I'm coming too " I shouted at those birds.

        But " Wake up , Suddenly is now morning. Today we have a trip to go. " I heard my mother say. 

                               " A trip ? Today ? " Oh my god ! I fell in to the pond when I turned. I woke up shaken . Mom came out of my room and asking me to hurry up. 

       Oh shit ! Did I see that dream ?😵😝

Did I see that dream ?👀😆

I want to be with you...

I want to be with you💕

A beautiful day at sunset...

I want to see the autumn beauty with you,

Enjoy the yellow and red environment.

When the leaves of the trees fall,

stay under those trees.

When the leaves fall from the trees 

on either side of the road,

I want to keep walking with you.

Enjoy a cup of coffee while walking, 

Speak everything that comes to mind, 

keep walking until the moon rises at an night.

Finally, stop by the sea and

look at the stars in the sky.

I want to be with you all the time...💕

But still I love you ...

 If separation is the end ,

Why did it get so close ?

How fate mocks me.

You came,

you stayed,

you left.

Day by day,

week by week,

month by month.

You seem to have gone too far.

But it was still where I was.

Why can`t  I be like you ,

my mind always asks .

Reply , I can not hurt you .

So the memory of five years still hurts me.

I gave my first love to you.

Strongly believed.

Things that were left unknown today .

The broken heart still beats .

Love is not just about meeting .

Inside is endurance , sacrifice .

There is no hatred forwards you. 

I am patient , tolerant and thankful to you .

But I still love you.

Today is your most beautiful day.

The girl in the white sari is also near you.

Although I was heart broken at the first sight ,

But I appreciate you from the bottom of my heart .

That day has dawned just as you and I dreamed. 

The difference is that you have her instead of me .

But I still love you...💔

But I still love you 😓💔

One day in the evening

The sky said said omens of rain. Not when there was not even the slightest hint of wind blowing around. After a while heavy rain came near with a shriek. That day I came out with a cup of hot coffee and stared at the rain because I felt like my mind was full of something unspeakable sadness.💦💧

Water gushes along the roof. The same voice in the whole environment . I saw a beauty mixed with its loneliness. Larger and smaller trees may feel better over time. And to the ground I felt the same way. The water drops fall to a strange tune. Drops of the water from the sky approach the ground with a spiraling dance. Like little children waiting for their mother to go some where.💦

Suddenly there is a loud roar and lightning. The rain is getting heavier and heavier. It was as if the sky had suddenly dropped to the point where he could no longer carry a heavy load on his head. I was sitting on the bench on the porch and my legs got wet from the cold. I did not feel it because I was enjoying a cup of coffee. I still remember playing in the rain with friends when I was little. I feel that time is beautiful now because that experience added the sweetest experience to life.😊💗

But now time has passed. This is my fourth year out of the village and in a boarding house in the city. After spending time playing as children we have now become responsible people . Unexpected things happen and we are on a journey alone in life. 💬❤

This time I thought our lives were like sky.

Bright at one time , dark at another.

Calm at times , heavy rain at times.

Some times the sun hides and sometimes flow.

Hiding the sun at times , giving frost at times.

We have to go our own way , even in storms.💛

Memories

I like to add memories.

I love memories,

People live with memory , and with memory.

Imagine a man losing his memory .

He turns out to be a completely empty man , doesn`t he?

The memory of one`s life is everything to him.

Memory is different and unique from person to person.

It depends on the attitude and thoughts of the person.

That`s why it`s important to remember.

Memories can be pleasant or unpleasant.

It depends on the events we faced on a daily basis.

But we should try to make the memory beautiful.

Then we can enjoy our freedom to the fullest.

Unpleasant memories will add good experiences to life.

Add beautiful memories to every moment,

and one day your life experience will be woven like a beautiful pearl.

It will shine.

It will bring a smile to another person`s face.✌💚

Collect your memories ❤

Will my spring come?

The sun is shining as usual.

The flowers bloom.

Hear the songs of the birds.

A new day begins as usual.

The surrounding environment shows that spring has arrived.

But my heart is frozen.

It looks like it will rain in a while.

The trees will grow back.

A new environment will breathe.

Even my heart, which had been torn,

could now hear the sound of a sigh of relief.

Many birds come and sing beautiful songs to say that spring is coming.

But the flowers of the heart do not wake up to that sound.

A small light appears in the distance.

I now realize that I am lost looking for a way out.

Yes I was going, now the road is clear,

I decided to go in search of that light.

I feel that it is the light of spring.

Yes I was going...❤

I want to be...

 When I was a child ,

my teacher asked me what my future hopes were,

and my answer was to become a doctor.

But when I was growing up,

I wanted to pass the scholarship exam and enter a public school.

Because that was the first request my father made to me.

After that I wanted to represent the school dance troupe.

After doing so in the midst of many obstacles,

I finally wanted to enter a university 

because it was the same dream of both my mom and dad.

Now if someone asks me what the future holds,

my answer is very different.

I want to find my self ,

to know where my happiness and sadness are,

to learn how to treat everyone equally,

to know about this society,

and to move forward as a good person ,

 In short , I want to be my self.

Be your self , and the your soul will meet...